Lady Raven- Jessica Galbreth |
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Belladonna - Jessica Galbreth |
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rhythmic brush strokes |
Friday, June 29, 2007 |
my art is inspired by truths laying deep within canvases of my soul. screaming for whole.
when darkness falls upon lowered eyes, will i see beyond the few feet in front of me? my ease-all holds its tongue as acrylics form layers, dancing innuendoes of hindsight long forgotten. rhapsody blues created by accentuated cadence fills the air surrounding my plague with lonely gothic bliss.
i am amiss.
lingering shadows tell lies, hanging their weary heads among my colored palate. something has gone awry. unforeseen hauntings skewing ~~perception~~
the downward spiral
moving me half-past dead toward lightened sunrises. my body burned, crisp as a new day. stroking the pages, a finely brushed portrait emerges. landscaped to portray subtle messages of internal musings.
incomplete artistry.
soured truth.
my rhythm offbeat to norms but tunes resurrect my voice, singing. swaying syncopations altering brush-stroked images.
spin.
step the beat up a notch. i am painting colors into life, creating a meditative world, peacefully prosed. hips grind mid-air to master rhyme and unleash truths, starting over again.
beautiful. rhythmic. divine love. my art is inspired. and unfinished. |
posted by the Raven @ 6:17 PM |
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m.end control |
Monday, June 25, 2007 |
i'm mending. i'm ending the life i once lived and creating new nails for scratching and claws for digging my way up to mountain's top.
top me. i've been dominant my whole life, control is my middle name but it's time to let go. it's time to give in. the universe surrounding me, pleading with me to relinquish it all. so take it.
what are you waiting for?
you've wanted it all along. now i hand it over and you hesitate? do you want me to submit to your every desire or do you want to bottom? make up your mind, i'm losing patience…
patience…i'm the most patient person you'll ever meet…perhaps. it gives me control over my internal arena. helps me remain calm and in control of my emotions... in control…but cross me and patience is gone.
control, i'm ending my relationship with you. wait…does that mean i'm in control of our connection? should i rather allow you control over this relationship? am i supposed to let go of you gradually or do i just walk away all at once or do you get to tell me when it's over?
i'm confused.
confusion. unassociated logic between options, plaguing my mind. revolving glasses spiraling in concentric circles. downward. moving toward disillusion. illuminated pits fallen illogically into disordered chaos. lacking all control.
control. there you are again. when can i let you go? why won't you let me walk away in peace, allow me the peace of mind i need? i'm mending.
i'm ending the need to own and owning my need to let go. |
posted by the Raven @ 6:18 PM |
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smile |
Sunday, June 17, 2007 |
your smile crosses blue mountains with purple raindrops to sit delicately upon my eyelashes…sliding past fortresses of misty haze…look away… i have mastered the art of longing…i have fought the wars of trying…jumping through screened fences…swan-diving into your arms… my tears drip waterfalls into rushing rivers racing toward time-meets-space and making their way westward; downstream to the tides before them.
in the spaces between dream and awake i envision nightingales, delicately perched on horizon's edge, raining moonsongs into morning. i smile with tongue-tied fantasies waking my mind your caress softening an evergreen world, king to my throne.
past reflections reveal soulful journeys toward my present within your grooves. my future, this story incomplete without your smile penetrating life… arousing my hips, amusing my laughter, awaiting my mouth. your smile singing bird whispers to my soul… you've incarnated my dreams to reality.
unexplained…unafraid to discriminate between a rock and a hard place…there's passion in orchids, resilience in depths, abundance in making. sweet is the sigh of your laughter upon my tongue, hailing moon-shaman rituals…delicately entwined in your rich flavors…seasoned to perfection |
posted by the Raven @ 5:49 PM |
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the journey home, part 2 |
Monday, June 04, 2007 |
"the embrace"
the enchantment of your smile petitions me toward revolution signing away the very last embrace i planned to keep for my Self.
i give you my all; the whole of me nestled among mended wings.
i'll fly, with you as my guide to higher topped corridors... bending light, casting shadows to the sea.sides shuddering.
aching, my skin calling for warm meditative circles of you; without dis.guise, i follow you into alternating worldly creations of thought, splendid recovery toward foresight.
dance my perceptions out of this oblivion and aware me to the possibilities of love. i am without thought, thinking from wilted memory.
alternating the footsteps of our waltz we weave pleasure into baskets of harmony, lifting spirit inside poetry, words kissed to the sky.
i shall…revolve my legs around your waist, accentuate the curve of my spine as galaxies collide in my mind. your moon is my sunlight, raining pleasure tears across space and time.
you are my perfectly-aged wine, sliding across my tongue, tasting you. sipping you; the nectar of your fruit slipping delicately down my throat.
ageless is the shaman who joins us; bringing us a perfect unison. |
posted by the Raven @ 11:00 AM |
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free for movement |
Friday, June 01, 2007 |
i'd run circles around their minds trying to find their true nature. but within the crevices i find caricatures, perfectly riddled messages of inaccuracy, idling wild insinuations streamlined by prophetic transcriptions. their beasts spewed from the comfort i housed; gave home-age to the who presented and left me bare-boned and broken down. my core wrath manipulated, under stood ground. once tested, twice scarred but, elegant enough to pick myself up...again...perhaps.
against the grain i managed to feed from unordinary fruits. recalled, my embodiment of earth, possession's detailed fortitude, enduring tides sequenced within our universal sky. i calm. the seas once stagnant over-activity brought me rainbows of silenced tears, while dew dropped heavy down my face. i was one jury away from falling. i'd dug my own grave and was settling nicely for a long uncomfortable sleep among shadows. nostalgic masochism bringing back muddy water.
there is something to be said of timing. she said: they never stop viewing you as what you start as. perhaps i should have never begun ... for now, i remain stuck, between rocks and hardened dicks eyeing my ass as i walk narrow halls. i would much rather be the ugly well-respected geek than a gawked at swan creature. this brain they've failed to pay. misdiagnosed by credentials too neglected to mention. pushed past breaking ... out the door.
newness on horizon's edge, i am now free for movement... thank you for disappointing me into my strength. |
posted by the Raven @ 4:18 PM |
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About Me |
Name: the Raven
Home: Lost in Illusion
About Me: wanderer, seeker, free-spirit; i defy convention, am a motivator of free thinking and deep self exploration; i help others ponder reality and society; i inspire, intrigue, excite...bring others into my self and release them as stronger, more colorful creatures.
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